What hurts the most is when one you consider a friend chooses to do a complete turnaround and slaps you with an unpleasant surprise you never did imagine. One that leaves you in disbelief, bewildered, wondering in vain exactly what went wrong; eventually leading you to question the trust you foolishly believed was once yours.
A recent episode in my blogging journey has left me doubting the things that once were held dear. The joy and the love that flowed into what had been written are now sadly misplaced. The passion that once had no boundaries is now a little stifled. Fearing that my thoughts are nothing but waste; leaving me with fears if what had been was not what it seemed.
In the midst of my chaos, the united voice of love spoke in overwhelming force. Shedding the light I needed to persist, it led me back to the path I once followed. Giving me hope that the sun will reappear, it made me see now, what before had been hazy.
To all who showed me love during this moving episode, I thank you truly. Your kindness and your thoughts will never be forgotten. I refuse to prolong this melancholy by speaking more than what's written here. So I’m leaving you with this poem by one beautiful soul yet to be heard. Thank you, Joe.
To all who showed me love during this moving episode, I thank you truly. Your kindness and your thoughts will never be forgotten. I refuse to prolong this melancholy by speaking more than what's written here. So I’m leaving you with this poem by one beautiful soul yet to be heard. Thank you, Joe.
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Joe is such a thoughful friend to have created the poem. It is really beautiful & I am also moved by his words. Marzie, be strong & you know we are always behind you.... you are our shining star. You make our wishes come true :D
*HUGGGGSSSSSSS*
My dear Marzie,
I may not be the one experiencing that eventful day, but I truly understand how much it really hit u. Life is full of ups and downs, and so is blogging! But the poem written specially for u by Joe justifies how much we all here care for u.
Take it positively ok? Keep on smiling, and the whole world will smile with u! =) *HUGS*
Hi Janice, thanks dear! I was moved by Joe's gesture as well, he is a wonderful guy! And YOU are MY shining star HUGS :) :) :)
Hi NAFA, your kind words on Bobby's post and my shoutbox helped me smile again. Having your support then and now means the world to me, thanks guys! :):):)
Marzie, You know how much you mean to me as a friend and I don't want to see you feeling sad. I just want to help cheer you up because I cannot count the times you've done it for me. I along with all of your friends stand behind you and give you all the love and support you will ever need. I believe you will come out of all of this with a renewed feeling of pride and self-worth - stronger than ever before. What you have written here is a testament to the incredibly beautiful style only you possess. I not only think you are a great writer, I think of you as being one of the best writers I have ever known. I mean that sincerely and I could never tell you in words just how huge of an influence you have been on me and my life. Remember when I first told you that your site felt magical? That special feeling of what I call "Mariucan Sunshine and Magic" is still shining brilliantly on all of us who come to bask in your site. I love being here and every time I come I feel a happiness unlike any other place on Earth. You are my inspiration and my friend forever. You are the one and only Mariuca, the pure essence of lovely sweetness, kindness and magic:)
Your friend, Bobby:):):):):):):)
Let us all return to a point where and when all is love in abundance. From this point, let us move onto the next level of blogging excitements. Total freedom for all within the bloggosphere.
Isn't it just great to know that You'll Never Walk Alone here? ;p One for all and all for one! Cheers! :)
Joe's poem is really lovely. I was touched by his beautiful words. Hope you will be able to leave the nightmare behind and not be haunted by it. Continue to be who you are because that is the marzie that i've been so in love with! ;) *HUGZZ*
Hey Mariuca! I was surprised to see your blog has become the center point of attention in revellian.. I left my 2cent there.. i think it is not fair for you..
We all make mistakes. I think it is the willingness to look on each friend, and former friend, and even not-friend as a new person each day, that allows life to go forward at all.
Holding another in respect, regard, and affection is a gift to them, not a purchase price. When we give gifts well, they are appreciated and share joy and comfort. The act of giving is never a mistake for the giver; giving always enriches the giver. That is the nature of a gift.
When we unintentially hurt someone, we can apologize for the hurt, we can offer to make amends, and we can do what we can to avoid such mistakes in the future.
Blessed be, and I pray you find a balance of sharing joy and enduring risk of harm. And "may your love grow".
Marzie : I'm here again to give you some HUGssssss for the day.... :) :)
I drag along Jean's comfy blanky all the way here so that we could all cuddle up in this cool weather. We'll wait here for Jean to arrive :D
Bobby! HUGS for u :) I miss going to your site too, but my thoughts are always with u and all my buddies there. You have been awesome in every way possible and I will never forget your first comment on my blog. It made me feel that my blog is something special, and I cherish that until today. Thanks for all your love and support... :) :) :)
Zubli!!! Big Phoebe HUG for you. Thanks for your comment and for your friendship, means the world to me and u know that. I will return and embrace the freedom of the blogosphere, and that is thanks to u and all my awesome friends here. Thank you again! :):)
Homer!! Hey where's my Homer HUG? ;)
Thanks my friend, for always listening to my "complaints" and making me feel great after every "bitchin'" session LOL :) You are truly one helluva friend! :) :) :)
Jean sweetie!! Thanks for ur support and the LOVE. Without you to help me through my "nightmare", I wouldn't have been able to bring myself to write this post in order to let go and move on. And yeah, Joe was really sweet to write that poem for Mariuca! You guys are just unbelievably awesome HUGS!!! :) :) :)
Dani! Thanks for showin me some LOVE aBobby's site! You too have been a dear friend to me, I truly appreciate you showing me love here too HUGS!!! :) :) :)
Hi Brad, thanks and welcome to my blog!
I appreciate your nice comment here, will take note of what u wrote here definitely.
Friendship is a beautiful thing indeed, I am blessed to have many other friends who appreciate me for who I truly am. I am letting go of this one dark episode in my blogging life and I know that the will and strength to do so was only made possible by the love and support given by my true friends here :) :) :)
Awwww Janice, that is the sweetest thing ever! Ok, I love snuggling under Jean's warm and "love"ly blankey! :) :) :) HUGS for u!!
Marzie, thank you for being my friend. I cannot feel happy until you come to see me. I wrote a post earlier and it was so hard to do without having you there. I miss you so much. I'll be much better once I see your face there:)
Hola Bobby, can your #1 Angel really stop visiting your blog? Of course not! I will be back, that's a promise. Till then, have nice thots of me & the girls and I'll be back sooner than you think! HUGS :):):)
I'll do my best. You made me feel better already:):):):):):):):):)
Marzie : You really have to appear there else Bobby will be sleepless for yet another 36 hrs ... LOL :) :)
Hi Bobby and Jan, happy to see ur faces here! Oh I'll be back for sure. In the meantime, Bobby... u should go visit NAFA for some soothing music to help u zzzzz LOL ;) ;)
LOL? I didn't realize that I was so funny. Thanks a lot. Go ahead laugh, I give up. I'll pass on the soothing music.
LOL! no wonder my quilt went missing. It's here! hehe.. i think we should bring it over to bobby's. Let's give him a good sleep under my comfy quilt, ya! ;)
Awww don't get upset Bobby, u know we're just kidding around with our Charlie! And hey, you should consider Nafa's music, it helped ME relax! :)
Ooops, sorry Jean! You caught us with your quilt, but can u really blame us? LOL!
And Bobby is already fast asleep so leave the blankey here! ;)
Mariuca,
I just replied to your comments on my blog.. some clues about the reality show.. :-)
So I'm a little late to the Marzie love fest, but I have a good excuse. I was blogathoning this weekend and my poor fingers are extremely sore from all the typing, so it's hard to get around and do much schmoozing right now ;P
Love ya, Marzie. Glad you're not going to let one creep ruin your blogging experience for you :)
Dani, I'm on my way, the suspense is killing me LOL!
Mike, you're not too late, you know you're always welcome here! Love u and ur Gummy family too, HUGS! :) :)
I bet u did a great job for the blogathon, I'll be by to check out your hard work later! :)
Hello M, sorry to hear you have been sad and hurt in any way.Though I dont know the happenings and details, I still just want to send you my love and say, stay as sweet as you are ! You have lots of caring people online, and they all support you, as do I !Best thoughts and hugs from Jesse :)
It's so wonderful to see all the love. So, keep on smiling ya. :)
* Give another HUGGSSSS *
Joe! Big HUG for you. Thanks so much for the lovely poem, I'm still so touched that you wrote it for me. You're simply awesome and yes, Mariuca is all smiles again!
:) :) :)
Hi Jesse, having u come here to send ur hugs and well wishes is enough to make me SMILE! Thanks sweetie, you have definitely been awesome and I love the fact that we are friends! HUGS for u too :):)
Don't worry about it. It's a pebble in the ocean. We all know you're a great blogger and a great person. We're behind you all the way.
Yay! Brown Baron is here too :) Thanks for your comment here and on Bobby's post. I was happy to see u, a great blogger, giving me support there, love ya! And yup, am movin on to greater things, no lookin back! :) :) :)
Haha I'm just a crazy blogger. You guys are the great bloggers. :)
Crazy blogger huh? Well, in that case you just made it to my fav list of crazy bloggers Brown Baron! :) :) :)
Hello, just coming round to give you a hello and to say how cool that little mug looks with you on it! adorable, like you...Lotsa love allways from me
Hello Jesse, thanks for stopping by! Thanks, it is adorable isn't it?! I think u meant to comment on the mug post no? But anyway you're also in the running to bring it home now, good luck Jesse! MEOW :)
Hey, I did forget to comment on the mug post, lol...I shall go and do so RIGHT NOW !!
Yay, Jesse! Go make it official, love ya! :)
That Joe is something else! That was touching! Take care and hang in! I am a big fan!
Hi Barrett! Big HUG for you dear! You fill my blog with more love and cheer each time you visit. Thanks so much for making Mariuca smile :):):)
I truly hope that you are over this terrible incident..
You are much bigger than this and much stronger ya.. Let it be in the past..
You know we all love you and we'll always be there for you..
The poem says it all ..
Hugs Dearie!!
thank you joe for the lovely poem for marzie.
yeah, we love you! and the kitties, and b, and your blog!!!
We love everything Mariuca!
yeah!! rock on mariuca!
head banging....heheh ....
wah minah rocker tu!
speaking of joe.. lama dia menyepi kan?
Wah LJ, headbanging kat sini rupanya! Lol!!
Have you ever been to a real concert, LJ? ye la minah rock la katakan..lol!
Tgh dengar lagu cintan cintun ni, "I promise you, from the bottom of my heart, I will love you till death do us part.."
Kalau dulu2 kan Marzie, I never thought I'll meet someone who can except me for who I am.
Astaga, I mean accept..hahaha..
Now, I dah jumpa C, I am still unsure..hehehe
Love is blind kot..what do you ladies think?
love is blind but can hear or not?
jiwang lah debbie ni!! *yea yea (ala2 kmpulan Amuk)*
Love takde telinga kot! :P
Memang jiwang sangat! *yea yea!!*
hehe takde telinga...comel!!
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